Oh, believe me, I try. I'll be sitting right next to her and desperately trying to come up with something to say, trying to think of some subject to talk about, but it just isn't easy. I don't know, when I'm with other people it's the easiest thing in the world even though there may be a few pauses, but sometimes I just can't.Originally posted by Brandon2390:
I used to be like you guys I won't deny it. Hell, I was afraid to even look a hot girl in the eyes before. But, one girl helped me open up, and now that girl means alot to me. You have to at least try to create conversation though, or else you'll spend the rest of your life shy. So just try it, it will work.
And I don't have any reputation either, so that doesn't help. People don't really know me. I mean, for example, I don't have any friends close enough to call a "best" friend. They're all just acquaintances, really. I'll admit that no one from my school has ever invited me anywhere, not to their house, not to the movies, nowhere, and I've been here for 2 years. Last year I didn't even have a birthday party... I used to get seriously depressed over it last year, but I guess I've learned to live with it now, even though it still hits me now and then. And I haven't always been like this, either. Before I came to London I was one of the most popular people and I had a lot of friends. I don't really know what went wrong, but I think I don't really belong here...
Anyway, sorry for boring you with the sordid details of how much my life sucks, you can all return to more important things now.
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“A day without denial is a day you have to face.” – Calvin & Hobbes
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All 50 states are listed across the top of the Lincoln Memorial on the back of the $5 bill.